grateful
Slowly, I am beginning to learn not to expect. The unexpected leaves a long lasting feeling. Soiree was unexpected and I am glad for the results!(: totally unexpected and glad it made Max cheer up!(: I don’t know why the friendship feels weird. Maybe it is just me being sensitive and reading too much into it. Let it go. Let it be. And don’t expect. Be grateful.
Seeing your name on my caller ID on the way home from Soiree was kind of a shock and yet it made my heart pound. We talked for a while. I wished I wasn’t on the noisy train. I wished our conversation wasn’t so short. I wished I had been in a clearer state of mind. Yet, somehow it made my night and my day felt complete. It felt that I mattered to you somehow. I really don’t know what’s going on in your mind. And I am unsure of it myself. Perhaps I am thinking too much into things again like always. These can wait. Father, grant me the serenity and peace of mind. Let it be. Bless our friendship Lord. Let Your will be done not mine. Amen.
I really am grateful to You for letting me get into this OT course. Although the topics seem tough and need lots of reading up, I thank You Father for this opportunity and interest in this course. I thank You Father for the many friends I have made and how each of them has touched my daily life and taught me in one way or another to be a better friend, a better person. They taught me how to love, give and care even more. Sacrificially. Father, I know the road ahead isn’t going to be an easy one, I pray that you my Lord will bless me with the strength and discipline to push on and keep going and in all that I do, I will give my best. Father, I thank You for this burning fire/desire in my heart to always want to be a salt and light onto the world and I pray that You will help me to continue to keep this desire/fire burning in me.
Somehow, when friends mention that they are going into uni, I do not feel as inferior or feel as if there is more to what I am in now as compared to before. Yet there are times when I still think about this. Father, You know my thoughts. I lift them up to You Lord.
“Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful.” -Colossians 3:15
“And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” -Philippians 4:7
“May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.” -Rom 15:13
Thank You for Your word. I love you. Amen.
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